Sunday, July 19, 2009
4:50:00 PM ●

actually.
maybe life doesnt suck.

i was stupid to believe that everything was about you.
you were THE ONE.
but i was simply too blind to open my eyes to the things around me.:)

there are so much more to life,
then sadness, bitterness.

i will survive without love from a shitass guy.:)
i WONT survive without love from friends, family.
TRUE THAT EVERYONE?:D

i'm feeling alright.
i think.
yup.
at least i dont have the urge to cry.
neither do i feel like crying at the sound of "OUR SONGS", "OUR MEMORIES".
haha.
maybe ive come to terms that,
it will always be like this.
so just let it go and things might just turn out well.:)

my only worry is YOU fucking come back to lick my boots again.
please ah.
if you fucking do that shit again,
I WILL FUCKING KICK YOUR DAMN BALLS.
you know me, and you better mark my words.

okay.
i better go now before i angry.

maybe, i just dont love you anymore.
AWW.

pathetic.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )