Wednesday, June 24, 2009
11:53:00 PM ●

reading blogs of friends,
is definitely heart wrenching.

seeing how much they are enjoying their time spent together makes me so sour.
yes.
call me the green eye monster.
i am.
the one that watches and eats the sour grapes.

i dont know how to explain my feelings.
sometimes, even i dont know what i want.

feel the sudden distance.
am getting a bit scared.
isit true that there is a Mr. Right out there?
do things fit perfectly like jigsaw puzzle when two are met to be?

why isit that i feel that my mr. right is no where near?
isit because our jigsaw puzzle has so many missing piece?.

will you be my mr. right and find back the missing pieces?
because its funny,

its funny how my heart only calls out your name.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )