Tuesday, June 24, 2008
3:36:00 AM ●

today, was a bad bad day.
really.
i hate it when things are fine,
then they start to fall in to pieces again.
the feeling sucks.

din go home.
im feeling so shit.
but you dont know,
how your words can really stab me so hard.

its like fucking late now.
i have to fuckin wake up at 7.
fuck.
i hate school.
i wish that maybe one day i never wake up.
thats when peace would come.

i really dont know what to do alr.
im lost.
im a lost sheep.
who would be my shepard?
would you?:'(

oh and thanks to my friends who were there for me.:)
without you guys,
i would have killed myself in town.
some one need to teach me some anger management to deal with you.

oh one more thing.
today was cheryl's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
that was probably the only part that was good for the day.
and the part i met you and we were fooling around.
other than that was bad.
sorry for spoiling the day.
could have been better.:(
really regret.
i hope sleep will take all these away.

nights earth.

im sorry i can be stubborn and unreasonable at times.
but the other times,
you could be wrong too.
maybe we just need time.
hopefully its not the end.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )