Sunday, April 27, 2008
7:46:00 PM ●

well.
i guess that marks the end.
i know you'll be reading this,so here goes.

even though it hurts.
i still want to do this.
im doing this for myself.
and maybe for you too.

terence is right.
if you dont protect yourself,
who will?
guess terence did play quite a huge role in bringing us to this state after all.
well done to you mr smartypants :)

well.yesterday was a eye opener for not only me,
but also for all the friends that were with me,
and your brothers too.:)
bravo to you aizaad.
we manage to show them your true colours and mine too.:)

well,implicating your friends in our problems is just not nice at all aizaad.
get this right.
getting your friends to hang up on me and making them speak to me as if im some mad woman on the phone is just too rude.
you understand?
even the one i thought was nice did that to me.
im hurt.not by you,
but your friends, whom i thought were nice and mature, played along with your childish act.
what a joke.thats you.:)

ill never forget yesterday.
just like how you'll only remember all our bad times.
not only did you make me so damn pissed at you,
making me want to not love anymore,
making me regret my every moment with you,
and making me look like im so desperate and crazy infront of your friends.
now how am i gonna ever face your friends you selfish FUCKER?

but forget it.
maybe im really mad.
so make sure you dont ever bump into me next time.
cause if i do,
you better run for your life.
i dont care if your "brothers" are gonna come back for me.
cause now i will be aggressive and protect myself.



im so glad.
i meant everything i said above.
but i din do anything this time round.
think about it hard.
no point saying sorry this time.

ITS OVER.

get out of my life and stop making me sad.
its not worth it.
find yourself another gf who can suit such a old fashion sexist like you.
go learn from your good friend terence who will teach you how to be a "MAN".:)

but before you do that,
please learn how to be a gentleman.
dont let another poor girl fall into your hands.

okay im done.
i can do this.
i will get over something so worthless,so insignificant in my life.
its time to get my life back!WOHOO!:D:D

hello girfriends!
FUCK OFF (EX) BOYFRIEND.


i wished everything could restart,
to the part where we first met.:)
things have been way too complicated for us.
im thinking for our future, our happiness.

hush little baby dont you cry,
mummy's gonna buy you an apple pie.
if that apple pie dont fail,
daddy's gonna buy you a buddy meal.
if that buddy meal dont fail,
mummy's gonna buy you a macdonald's meal.

even though i was harsh,
deep down inside,
i know that you'll always have a place in my heart.
i will miss you,so much,so much.
you are my baby love.

saya sayang kamu.<3>

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )