Monday, March 31, 2008
2:34:00 PM ●

hello all.

im home now.
getting ready to leave the house.

wanted to blog last night.
but was rather freaked out by what my sister said.
HAHA.

cause as you guys know,
i just got my lap top and ive been rather enthusiastic to use my NEW lappy.
and i have not really installed my router to access the net.
so cheapo me decided to do what others would do!
TAP ON OTHER'S WIRELESS CONNECTION!
(mr policeman if youre reading this, : im only a innocent and ignorant girl that doesnt know anything.PLEASE DONT ARREST ME!:( )

so yeah.
i have plenty of wireless connection in my area,
juts that most of them are locked!
but theres just this connection thats is always, ALWAYS unsecured.
the name is LINKSYS.

i mean.
the name is totally harmless.
but after that day when my sister told me that she suspects that THATS THE POLICE.
i totally think that LINKSYS sounds fucking scary.
HAHA.

ive been like imagining how was it like to be arrested at your own dorr step.
and while im still in my sleeping dress,hair all messy,
a group of "hunks" is waiting at your door step!
oh my.
that thought is just scary.
but right now as im using this suspicious connection,
half of me is like chickening out and want to finish this post,
but the other half of me is like consoling myself that im not that lucky and all that shit.
HAHA.
oh wells.
im sure the policeman would let a cute girl like me off right?

so anyway.
aizaad baby went back to camp last night.:(
me went to send him off at pasir ris.:(
charm and john were there to send andrew off too.

it was so hard to let him go..:'(
really.
wanted to cry so bad,but i held my tears back.
cause actually we all know that "ITS ONLY ONE WEEK.."

BUT ONE WEEK OF NOT SEEING SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS LIKE TORTURE!

so yeah.

but to be honest,
this weekend was one of the best weekends we ever had.:))


Sunday was QIN MING JIE.
its the time where we all pray to our dear ancestors.:S

so yeah.
woke up super early just to go commonwealth to pray to my GREAT GRANDPARENTS.
im like totally lost when it comes to this day.
the kids simply follow their parents there to add on to the noise and atmosphere,
totally oblivious of what our parents are doing and having fun in our own world.

so as i stand there, watching my aunties and uncles burning those money,house,car and other stuff,
i felt a moment is sadness,
that one day this tradition would be extinct cause its not even passed down.
parents think that we're still too young to learn anything.
but arent they afraid that one day no one is going to do this after they are unable to do so?

honestly,i feel for them.
its so sad to see something so respected in the past,
to be so forgotten in the present.:(

however, after those deep thoughts and reflection,
i snapped back to reality and went to meet aizaad baby.
was suppose to go my popo house in bedok to have lunch and consume the leftover food that our ancestors left behind.
honestly i felt super bad cause i could see my grandma really wanted me to go and my relatives were rather dissapointed in my.:(
BUT OH WELLS.baby only comes out once a week okay.:(
HAHA.(so much for acting so noble and all)

met aizaad baby and we watched ORPHANAGE.
it was a damn good show.
i love it to bits!
it wasnt that scary,
but the story line was fantastic!
i cry so hard at the last part!
you guys should seriously catch that show!

after the show, we walked around and i sent him home!
but it was still early and i wanted to spend more time with him so we just stayed at the playground and enjoyed our last moments together.

oh wells.
i really love you.
you really make me happy.
hope we'll stay this way,
open,honest and mature.KAYS?

"831 is a very special number.
8 letters,
3 words,
1 meaning,

I LOVE YOU."

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )