Monday, February 04, 2008
11:39:00 PM ●

cant help but feel like a lousy blogger after reading some happy and some sad blogs.
i wish life was just as perfect and happy as theirs.
some are just so happy with their current life that they make me jealous and envious.:(
i dont want and dont need to be as happy as them.
i just want to be happy,with you.

lifes been rather sad and boring.
been spending my life working ever since 18 jan 2008.
and honestly,
im not enjoying a single bit.
i should have just dropped this job and join connie seeing how much she is enjoying herself now.:(
btw,
i forgot to introduce that im currently working in POSB,hougang central branch.
my post sounds rather nice and glam,
BANK AMBASSADOR.

PUI AH!
basically,
my job is to help people fill up the transaction form,
facilitate the queue,promote the stupid MYSAVINGS account,run errands and get scolded.
NICE?
i really hate promoting the MYSAVINGS account.
cause honestly,
i hate the feeling of rejection.
thats why i never like to sell flags fot CIP or give out fliers.
THATS WHY I NEVER TOOK UP SALES JOB CAUSE I HATE IT!

some people that come to my bank are seriously such SNOBS man.
i can talk to them,they hear me,but they just look away.
some will give me stupid atitude.
one example,
me:hi sir.how can i help you?withdrawal?
MAN:no cash exchange.*looks away*
me:oh you filled up the form alr?can i take a look?
MAN:why?you can help me cut queue ah?
me:er....no.
MAN:then if you cannot then just leave me alone la.

I WAS LIKE WTF.

then another man gave some fucked up comment.

i was giving out this red horoscope forecast to keep customers busy and hopefully they'll forget the time and read the hand out.
but no.
the bloody customer had to give me stupid attitude and said,

stupid man:what is this?
me:er..this is this year's horoscope forecast.
stupid man:why are youall giving this out?whats this for?this is a bank right?why are youall giving such things?
me:for youall to read la!

i swear i was like fucking pissed know
then when i walked off.
i heard him say "shit",
ARGH.
like HELLO?
im not forcing you to take the paper from me know.
im just asking if you are interested.
thats all.
if you dont want to read and prefer to stare in space while waiting,
then BE MY GUEST ASSHOLE.

BUT,
thats just the bad side about this job.
im not a biased person.
i prefer sitting on the fence.
in this job, the pay is reasonable,$6.5 per hour.
my colleague is (the only one )nice to me.
the police man makes me feel secured cause he's very firm with it comes to problematic customers.
when you work there,
you get to see many familiar faces coming again and again just to with draw small amounts like $20-$100.
for some.
you can tell that they are super happy youre still helping her.
thats when i feel damn happy.:)

so yeah.
basically thats all i had to rant about work.
about life and love.

life kinda suck cause i haven got my posting
not sure if i will get in.
secondly,im a fraid to play too much and forget to study man.
i which god will never leave me!
love,nothing much to say.
i just hope one day,we can solve our problems together and come to a common understanding with one another then we'll both be happy.
alright?

im so tired now i should go sleep alr.:)
will continue about love aother day yes?
bye bye.
i love you.i realy do.misses your everything!:(
NIGHTS!

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )