Saturday, January 05, 2008
1:14:00 AM ●

hey all.
today is the 5th day of 2008!
wow.

i just caught AVP2 again with the church people.
but this time FREE.:))
BORING.
i watched it with baby yesterday.:))

after movie with church people,
it was supper at LORONG 8!
went home with alph.:)

THIS MORNING,
baby aizaad came my house.
i cooked tom yam magee noodles.
nice!
after that,
we headed to town together.
but he went to heeren while i went to PS.
baby kinda pissed me off a little today CAUSE.....
(should not say the reason cause it was really lame)-_-
so yeah.
then it was movie at grand cathy.

yesterday i went back to school.
as in YJ.
HAHA.
lame!
im like still the same old me.
just cant stand staying in school and end up taking early leave with charm.
i really hated everything.
just for a moment when i step back into the school,
i felt a little nostalgic.
but when school started and i saw my class mates,
i felt super ---____---- after that.

after school me and charm went to amk polyclinic to get MC.
but in the end only i took.
she had to leave.
i queued so bloody long man!

after which i headed to kembagan to meet baby.
then we straight away went to town.:)
caught AVP2 and we both went to my house.
baby din feel well when we reached home cause we were running around like monkeys while walking back to my house.
HAHAHAHA.
he was like hiding from me and i just pretend i never see all.
then when crossing road all we'll try to walk abit faster or chase each other
HAHA.
it was damn fun.
seriously.you should try this with your BF or just friends.
(cheap thrill)
but oh wells.
i really love that boy know.
he makes me so happy.:)

reached my house he straight away TOH.
so i had to take care of him and he said something that really touched me.:')

ME:(rubs his chest)"you okay not?"
baby:(points at me)"angel.:)"

i swear know.
it was so sweet and cute!
okay im going mad.
MADLY IN LOVE!:D

OKAY OKAY.
so back to reality.:'(

i think ive kinda made up my mind.
things are starting to fall into place.
i should be going to a POLY.
hopefully NP.
and if i dont get it..THATS IT FOR GRACE YOW.

i think JC is really not the place for me.
its really too stressful and life is definately not fulfilling enough for me in jc.
so i guess after i enroll myself into a environment whereby people treat us like ADULTS and give us more freedom and space to think,
i think it would give me a much fulfilling life.
PLUS,for now i can work and earn money for my school.
RIGHT?
yes.
so i guess after the long and dreadful debate i had.
poly it is.:))
pray that life would change for the better.
as in seriously.

no more slacking.
no more bumming around.
less sleeping in class.
more tutorials to be done.
novena more.
pray more.
LESS fighting with aizaad baby.
more outside activities.
more sports.
more sun.
more friends
more family time.

BOTTOM LINE:
more of good stuff,
less of BAD stuff.

second issue i would like to bring up is,
i realised that more and more people are smoking nowadays.
and the people we least expect to smoke, SMOKE.
WOW.
it amazes me.
but actually im referring to a person.
hmmm.
think that person is kinda CHILDISH and YOUNG to be smoking.
seriously.
i wonder why is that person not caught before or sth.
smoking is not cool for underage people,(except some)
and so YOU ARE UNCOOL.
HAHA!XP

okay im being mean.
so ya.
before i go,
i just wana say I LOVE YOU BABY.
NIGHTS ALL.:D

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )