Sunday, April 22, 2007
1:40:00 PM ●

HELLO ALL.
thanks for those who's tagged.
youve been like so encouraging and all.
HEHE.i love all of you.

schools at week...5/6 alr.
wow.time really flies.
still rmb the day when we went back to take our results slip.
sobs.

this few weeks..
emotions all in a mess.
building sand castles in the air during lectures.
stoning away during breaks.
and so on and so forth.
so much of self pity and "should haves", "if i had".
so sick of feeling like this.
but what to do.

people are vexed about love and family..
i cant believe im actually stressed about school.
such a loser.
well.but i am in YJ la.
tell any one that and no one will believe.HAHA.
oh wells.

looking at kids younger than me makes me feel so nostalgic.
seriously.
i think about ij and the days we ruled the school.
it feels so sweet and theres so much to talk to about some times.
then again..the feeling regret and all will come rushing.
(get what i mean what i said MIX FEELINGS)

i regret so many wrong decisions made in my life and i really feel like ive screwed up.
but the only think i really do not regret was being in IJ.
seriously.
i can safely say its the best school ever.
the people that IJ produced are like the great la.
as in like seriously.
we've been trained in so many areas and Ij adapts anywhere.
and when i see my juniors..
the only things i say to them is.."study hard".."treasure your time in IJ".

four years in secondary school seemed like forty years.
really.oh wells.i feel that this post is so WHATEVER.

on lighter note.

didn't attend the netball thingy that my coached arranged.
cause i know that i wont get to play and i also wont want to play.
i kinda regret joining.
i thought it would be fun playing netball.
cause back in primary school i was totally in love with netball.
everyone in netball was.
we went to school early almost everyday in P5 just to play RUGBY NETBALL.
cool huh.
we combined netball and rugby together and like we play contact free netball.
as in literally contact is FREE.
haha.
oh wells.those where the days.
talking about netball.
im most probably not in main 12.so like FUCK IT.

so since i din go for the netball thingy.
slept in til like 10 plus.
slack and wait for my sister to wake up.
then went to church for session.

after session rushed straight home to grand's to change.
aunty kiat fetched me sis and grandma there.
saw my relatives..
EEE.i dont like this side of the relatives.
but oh wells.
saw my distant cousins!
they're like so cute please!
heh.if i have time ill upload their phots.

after the dinner.me and my sis went to look for our friends.
she went to find her trainer friends.
i went to meet jea eunice meifen pris melissa ken aizaad sidney freddie amersen and jeric.
yupp.jeannie's birthday.
suppose to go hard rock cafe but then i dont know what happened la.
hmmm.so anyway.
so i met them at sahara bar.
sidney and aizaad so nice buy her a small cake.
sang a small song for her.(SMALL SONG.HAHA)
then we chilled at sahara for a while til 1 plus.
then i went to eunice house to wait for my sister.
then HOME SWEET HOME.:)

today i must complete ALL my homework before they start to collect.
so yah.many test this week.

GEOG TEST-monday
SPA-tuesday
CHEM TEST-wednesday
ECONS TEST-thursday

FRIDAY IS FREE MANS DAY.
hahaha.:P
okok i gtg.BYE!:D

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )