Saturday, March 11, 2006
1:54:00 AM ●

WOW.
its really been a long time.
since almost everyone blogged for the last day of the term.
so shall grace yow.
lifes been bad and screwed but at the same time enriching and fufilling.
how contradicting can i get.
some people might know.
some might not.
my life seems to be hanging.
and studies is definitely not making it any better.

got back our result slips.
im doing worse and worse each time.
like the number just keeps jumping like a cab meter.
im like so far from getting to a jc.
leaving alone going to poly.
settled some things but more are coming.
when will this end?
i duno.hmmm.
i dotn understand know.
at this point of life,who can be even like stresses out.
especially with school leaving out studies la.
thank god im dropping one commitment which doesnt make it any better.
cheer on mon wed fri.
trainings on mon wed fri.
banner on the other days.

tmr is a super packed day.
and i duno when to go what anm.
i really need my right hand person.
seriously.SAM!WHERE ARE YOU.
i got like theory exam tmr and like aparrently i have to go alone.
AGAIN.its fate that wants me to face life.
INDEPENDENCE!
but i cant~where were youall when i needed some one.

today there was ij superstar.
incase those who duno.
im joined a singing competition in the school.
i was lucky number 24 la.
which was also the last.
i had to sing something that i din wana sing.
cause i felt that it was like a easy and one line song.
next time round im going to prepare earlier.
i think theres only two more rounds and its the finals alr.
if only this was campus.
mabe i should have just sang the chorus man.
but no point thinking back.

its the holidays.
but its really no holiday for me.
and it sucks.
cant wait for everything to end.
sports day!get over and done with.
SOON ITS GOING TO BE CHINESE O LVL!
oh my.im really going to start mugging from april.
i swear.and i will.
im aiming for under 20 points for mid year.
can i make it?
i really dont know.
been failing so badly.
its really liek F9 F9 F9.
argh.i really need tuition for both math and CHEM.
argh.
i duno.why din i study then i save the money.
maybe ill just take the math.
sciences i try to cope.
aiming for b3 for both for mid year.
if not im really going to drop this two stupid science subjects to sub.
i really dowan.
i studied so hard in sec 2 just to pull my self back on track and i lagged behind almost immediately after school start from sec 3.
LIFES SCREWED.
I NEED A SCREW DRIVER TO SAVE ME NOW.
who wants to be my screw driver?

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )