Tuesday, December 27, 2005
11:59:00 PM ●

hello.
back from kims house alr.
din do much there.
ate and played pool.
yeah.

shall talk about yesterday.
yesterday was monday.
was suppose to go play mahjong.
ended up doing nothing in the morning and went out late afternoon.
watch promise again.
SOME ONE IF REEAKING CUTE.
movie ended at like 1130.
yeah.
too mrt home and then a cab in hougang.
wyans friends were home.
i felt lost at home.
no where i could go.
so i tried to use the comp.
but it was screwed up.
talked to ali and went to sleep.

today woke up to find all the dead corpse.
no la.
my sisters friends were all over the floor.
once again was lost.
the living room had no place to sit.
had to stay in the room and watch life with bonnie.
about 11 plus came out and took my bath.
her friends woke soon after.
watched wang zi and i left my house to kims house.

lifes been so wonderful and lively.
really gotta thank god for this wonderful holiday.
its really different from my holidays last year and sec one.
this time i had everything.
town to movies to camps to outings to chalets to parties to www to kbox to tanning.
theres so many things that i have done that i will never regret.
life is ever so wonderful with all my wonderful friends.
i enjoyed EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM.
and they are really experiences and memories of my life.
but reality is going to hit us back.
schools starting in one weeks time and im going to miss everything.
i dont want to start school.
im afraid to be the oldest in the school.
im afraid to grow old.
im afraid of Os.
im afraid id underperform.
im afraid to leave ij.
IM AFRAID OF SCHOOL.
its a never before feeling.
its like leaving your home when you were primary one to head to school.
i am not prepare for this battle laid infront of me.
my guts were stolen.
my weapons are blunt.

homeworks collecting cobwebs.
brain rusting.
pens drying up.

LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.
everythings new.
a new school.
a new class room.
a new set of rules.
a new route to go school.
a new coach.
a new basketball court.
a new spirit.
NEW NEW NEW.
thats should make my spirits higher!

reading vens blog aches.
DONT BE SAD VEN!
ILL BE THERE.
JUST CALL ME.
i think i call you la.
for any broken or torn hearts,
im always here for anybody.:)).

time to tidy my table and face the new term.

IM AFRAID.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )