Wednesday, August 03, 2005
9:20:00 PM ●

hey hey.
today im in the goood mood to blog man.
so here i am.
i didnt go school today.
cause i was like DAMN SCARED LA.
i felt damn bad then i din help for the dance and wall yesterday la.
i rushed home like almost immediately to play my stupid piano???
DUMB DUMB.
but anyway!
WELL DONE RED HOUSE!
we won like both upper and lower sec for the danceamania can.
YAY.
i mean its realli great to see them win la.
i mean like i saw them from the first step they learnt la.
i mean like...YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!
haha.
i manage to only rush back at the last part when they encore-ing.
yeah.
good ar.
so lucky.
anw.talking about the piano exam.
i was like DAM DAM SCARED LA.
stupid sara teo.
play me out can.
alr i was so like LONELY for the whole morning.
and was so scared la.no one to tell my fears.
then the worst part was.
the sky was crying for me.
my whole house was like dark can.
OMG LA.
i was so freaking scared la.
then i kept playing wrongly.
then i ket praying.
casue GOD is the only one i could talk to.
so sad right.
then it rained just as i wasnted to leave the house.
in the end the rain subsided so i left the house to go tp.
on the bus i was like on the verge of tears alr can.
but i held it back la.
i mean i will look like an idiot right.
then when i reached my grandma house,
sara teo called to say she had meeting with zailee.
so you know la.
then i asked her like can she dun go and stuff.
then she say cannot.
so i say ok after that call me.
i waited at my grandma house again with no one to tell my fear.
so i couldnt take it and went to the room to cry!!
hahahahahaha.feel like some bloody weakling la.
stupid.but i cant help it what.
its my first time la.
then at 315 i left the hous to walk to cristophori la.
i was so scared la.
then i just took my time to walk la.
i mean i had hell lots of time.
by the time i reached the place sara called to say she dowan to come.
WTF RIGHT.
i went to the toilet to cry again la.
idiot.
then i waited alone at the place la.
at least u kept telling myself that im old enough and IM STRONG.
haha.
by the time it was my turn i was damn scared la.
but my examiner was dam nice la.
i mean seriously.
i imagine many types of examiner la.
he was DAM DAM NICE.
so i went in and i told him my pieces.
then i played scales first.
frist few was ok.
but then when he asked for b monor i totally forgot.
and the a major contrary motion thing i was TOTALLY stuck.
so anw.i played my pieces...ERM.
ok la.its not THAT bad.
and it is not SOOO good la.
then it was aural.
O CRAP la.
i mean like.thats quite easy as he was nice.
HOWEVER.you must understand that i have such a LOW voice.
with my sorethroat adding on,
i could not reach the high notes la.
FREAK LA.
first phrase was still ok.
but the seond was OUT.
i could hear it la.
OBVIOUSLY as the examiner he is MUCH better.
then the part where i had to tell the difference i ticum one la.
yeah.
then the last one was sight reading.
hahaha.
THAT WAS THE WORST.
i realised my mistake la.
should have played louder la.
then i play wrong also nevermind
cause he din have the book la.
i only realise i can anyhow play when i saw him writing comments.
yeah.
on the whole it was ok la.

so i rushed back to school to watch the last part of dance.
the best part is sara went back to cristophori to ook for me.
i was alr in school.
then i din pick up her call la.
TOO BAD.
who ask you.
THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR.
then when i heard the news i was dam dam HAPPY LA.
LIKE FREAK MAN.
i shant go on on that.
we went to pizza hut for dinner.
me,sukkian,sesha,connie,celeste,cheryl,pamela.
yeah.ate so much la.
they were laughing at how i eat.
haha.
i was cutting the pizza into pieces to eat.
i did that cause i was quite full.
SOME HOW.although i ate only bread from morning la.
yeah.then we talked soo much la.
we made alot of noise too.
hahahahah.
esp celeste.
stupid idiot.
cannot tell her jokes one la.
when you do,you only bring trouble to yourself la.
i do all the stupid things then she will whack me la.
then i just tell jokes she throw pineapple.
idiot.i was wearing WHITE mind you.)
hahaha.but nvm la.
thats SOOO celeste.
yeah.
then at about 7 plus we left la.
me and sukkian took 88.
were so happy about the results la.
o yah.
did i say that celeste cried!!
hehehehehehehe.
yeah.she did.
anw.so as usual me and sukkian started talking again la.
yeah.thats all for taday.
so short a day.yet so much happened!
im realli glad to be in red house and EVEN GLADER THAT WE WON!!!!!
KEEP IT UP EVERYONE.
CONTINUE TO WIN EVERYTHING!!
KAE.i love today!

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )